There is a hole at the bottom of the ocean. At the bottom of the hole - that is where grief lives. Elmo my long haired chihuahua, constant companion of 16 years, lays dying beside me. I am powerless to do anything about it. He is the only being on the planet to spend that much time with me. Even my parents didn't keep me around for 16 years. Elmo never had a bad day, or at least never shared it with me. I tried to prepare myself but could not. His unconditional love spans both time and space. I sit beside him, giving him cool water with a straw and I want to just run away and cry. forever. My weakness sickens me. When I was first taken ill, so many years ago, elmo would stay in bed with me all day. I would not have done the same for him. I can barely stay in the house. I played 'funeral for a friend' and went hysterical. I am sure I would not be alive if not for him. He gave my life both structure and purpose. I am a better man for having known him. There will never be another. And I will never be the same. kabuki is broken, and the world is a cold lonely place. again.
At 9pm california time, Elmo died in my arms. Rest in Peace my beloved friend.
I don't care for the french. I can't help it. Frog biting snail eaters. Crunchy crusty bread. Entrails and innards. They will stick the most disgusting things in their mouths. Kabuki cannot count the number of times someone has tried to put something disgusting in kabuki's mouth. Kabuki bets they were french (You know who you are!) Some peoples children. Really. Francophile - sounds like something that comes in a can. Felix is a bit french ya'know. Boat neck t-shirts and berets. EEEKK! Kabuki is mortified. Of course kabuki would never let Felix know that. Kabuki was not surprised to learn that the Yeti, or abdomenible Snowman, was in fact french. And what is so abdomenible about a big hulking beast, anyways. Speaking of beasts, Kabuki is not going to imply that Gérard Depardieu is in fact a Yeti. However - have you seen a photo of Mr. Depardieu with a Yeti? Neither has kabuki. He does have an awful abdomen. just sayin. Oh kabuki could go on for hours about those souffle eating bastards, but kabuki is really more of a lover than a fighter. So we shall put aside our bad feelings for the frenchies, and follow our moral compass onward towards glory. As long as kabuki does not have to step in foot in Italy - OH MY GOD! The Italians. Anyways - kabuki is proud to be of german & irish heritage, and is doubly proud to pretend to be an asian princess. And as a true californian transplant kabuki will soon take time to speak awful things about the Mexicans - who very well may be ruining it for everyone.
heres the view - kitty - no?